In the hospital

Well, I'm on the wards 2 years early. Unfortunately, as a patient. I realized how desperate I really am to fix this when I found myself agreeing to this. A hospital stay, with my mom staying in the room with me. A drug with potentially lethal side effects. But I can't live like this. I can't function. Forget being my best, I can barely toe the line.

I took the first set of anatomy make-up exams this week, again under less than optimal conditions. I'm confident I've passed with enough wiggle room for the dreaded unit 2 exams. I'm terrified I won't be able to make it to 2nd year.
Over 2 years with the same damn headache, and I haven't even found a way to cope.